First Day of 2WW.....Anyone else??

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  1. Hi everyone.....Things have been pretty uneventful untill I just put my suppository in.... when i took out the applicator there was some brown on it... im guessing it is blood. It wasnt red at all just brownish colored. My beta is Monday.
    I am so sad right now, I could cry dont want to the the DH. Im so scared I wanted it to work this time. How many times are we suppose to go through this and it not work.....

  2. Good Morning Ladies,

    henryt- Im praying for you!!
    atrikal+ pavlikak- Welcome!!
    turpen01- Congrats!

    mubark- BFP
    EU- BFN
    hasanakca- BFP
    turpen01- BFP
    henryt- Beta 10/12
    mhnejati- Beta 10/12
    sevgigultekin5- Beta 10/13
    atrikal- Beta 10/14
    paolo6657- Beta 10/16
    pavlikak- Beta 10/16

  3. Billysgirl - what day past transfer are you? The brown blood could be leftover from implantation bleeding. It is important not to read too much into signs like that as it doesn't help in any way. I don't think that you should give up hope at all, as I would actually take it as a positive sign.

    Best of luck to everyone still waiting - it is hard, I know, but stay positive and focused until the end.

    A

  4. I think I am 11dp10dt as of today. My retrival was 9/25 and transfer was 9/28. We transferred 3 embies.
    My Beta is Monday. I called the drs and the nurse said nothing to worry about, irritation from the suppositores can happen to the cervix.

    Hang in there everyone else.

  5. Billysgirl - I would take that as a positive sign. In fact, the EXACT same thing happened to me, and on the exact same day last week (I got the spotting on Thurs/Fri and beta was Monday). My doc also said the same exact thing as well (it could be irritation to the cervix) but when it all of a sudden stopped over the weekend, I thought that was wierd. And in fact, I got my BFP on Monday. It could very well have been implantation or what was leftover from implantation (since it was only brown as well, not red). Please stay positive. If I have learned any lesson at all (and believe me, I am the most negative person on the planet when it comes to all of this because of everything we've been through) I've now learned that symptoms or lack thereof mean nothing. But...the spotting I think is a good thing. Stay busy this weekend and you will have your answer soon enough. I'm pulling for you!!

    lorib - CONGRATS on your positive beta!! Praying for a 2nd high number for you.

    Welcome miracle and good luck in the dreaded 2ww. Hopefully it will go quickly for you

    AFM, today is beta #3. I'm praying so much for a high number.

    Happy Friday everyone!

  6. Billysgirl... I would not worry too much about the brown coloring either. It truly could just be some stuff left over from transfer or it could be irritation from the suppository with happens allot. It is not over until it is over. Please be hopeful and enjoy the time that you are pregnant.

    This is our second IVF this year and we have waited almost 13 years for this miracle to happen. I changed so many things with this cycle and I truly believe that only God knows how it is going to turn out. I am not a religious person, but from the time of my last cycle in May to now, I have realized that no matter what we do, God always has the right plan for us. We will each have our miracle, it just might take the path that none of us realized, but in the end it will all be worth it.

    Keep those positive thoughts coming. Oh, one thing I will change is I will not POAS this time. Last time I caved the morning of my 1st beta to prepare myself. This time, no way in ----- will I cave.

    Hang in there....

  7. Hi girls -

    Billysgirl
    - hang in there this weekend! Try to keep busy and Monday will be here before you know it. Praying for you for great news

    Lorib - let us know how Monday's test goes! Good luck!

    All you ladies with betas next week - hang in there and KMFC for positive, high numbers!! Looking forward to a very HAPPY week next week on our thread.

    AFM, I just (finally) listened to my messages (very busy day at work and I made myself check at the end of the day in case it was bad news) but thankfully my 3rd beta came in nice and strong! It is 2,166 at 17dp3dt (so 20/21dpo since one was a morula). P2 came in at 122.8 and E2 at 1261. Just praying for continued good news. Next Tuesday is the first u/s to look for placement of the sac. Thanks for all of your support girls!!

  8. I'm going to subscribe to this now as my embryo transfer is next Tuesday 10/12 into our surrogate and then I'll be in 2ww hell right along with all of you! Hoping for the best to all of us!

  9. That's great mubark!!! You must be so happy...stay positive!!

  10. Morning Ladies-

    Welcome- rekabi1956
    Well I caved this morning and POAS- and got a BFP- it was a light 2nd line but its there! I didnt really expect to see a 2nd line today since its still a day or so early but I am happy to report I have a 2nd line

    mubark- BFP
    EU- BFN
    hasanakca- BFP
    turpen01- BFP
    henryt- Beta 10/12
    mhnejati- Beta 10/12
    sevgigultekin5- Beta 10/13- HPT- BFP
    atrikal- Beta 10/14
    paolo6657- Beta 10/16
    pavlikak- Beta 10/16
    rekabi1956- Beta ?

  11. Smarty—congratulations! Your positive energy is catching!

    Billiesgirl—how is it going? I understand the fear when seeing the blood. My nurse said the same thing, most likely irritation of the cervix. I mean you are using a suppository 3x a day. Is this a fresh or a frozen cycle?

    Lori—I am thinking of you over the weekend. Your second will be the same day as my first so you will be in my thoughts.

    Gina—congrats on your stick results!

    Welcome to beth, miracle, and ruby.

    AFM, the 2ww got to me this time and, silly me, I went and POAS this morning. Negative. It was a digital model so there was no chance of a slight second line. I am staying positive. I knew before I did it that there would be more chance for a false negative than an actual positive. My beta is on Monday…I just have to keep busy until then. Still having cramping but it has been going on since the transfer.

  12. Hi everyone.....today has been a sad day for me.....The brownish discharge has turned to blood. Im not bleeding heavy but I am definately bleeding. I know I cant give up yet but its hard not to be upset. All I keep thinking is why does this keep happening to me.

    This was a fresh cycle. We transferred 3 embies on the 28th.

  13. henryt- Dont give up hope- my fingers are crossed for you!!!

    Good Luck tomorrow Billysgirl + mhnejati!!
    AFM- POAS today, and got a dark positive right away- so I feel better that yesterdays test was accurate!

    mubark- BFP
    EU- BFN
    hasanakca- BFP
    turpen01- BFP
    henryt- Beta 10/12
    mhnejati- Beta 10/12
    sevgigultekin5- Beta 10/13- (2) HPT's- BFP
    atrikal- Beta 10/14
    paolo6657- Beta 10/16
    pavlikak- Beta 10/16
    rekabi1956- Beta ?

  14. Ok ladies...my turn to obsess...and please someone tell me its too early for symptoms!! I am 5dp3dt today and this is the first morning I've woke up not feeling crampy or bloated...by boobs hurt bad but they started hurting at the retrieval so I can't say that's a "symptom" for me...does everyone "feel" something this early???

  15. Billysgirl,
    I know how hard this must be for you...and you probably just want to get the beta overwith already! All I can say is hang in there...and I'm trying to remember, too, that it aint over till its over!! Praying for you

  16. Hello Everyone...

    Billysgirl... Yes, yes, please hang in there. Less than 1 day to go. I know it must be extremely difficult, but keep you head up.

    paolo6657... Today is 5dp3dt for me too and today is also the first day that I did not wake up with cramps. Actually, I hardly have any symptoms except for the bbs being tender. I have to say only the last several days have they been this tender. That may be due to the progesterone injections that I am taking. I do try not to read too much into it and know that Wednesday will be here soon enough.

    sevgigultekin5... Congratulations... I caved last cycle and poas only to be disappointed. I have told myself that this time I will not cave. I want to think as long as possible that this time is our time.

    AFM... I am hanging in there. I really have not done much of anything since ET on Tuesday. My DH has restricted me to resting as much as possible. I guess he is worried since he knows we can not afford another cycle and this time just has to work. I do keeping looking for signs of pg, but I know that it is too early.

    Good Luck everyone tomorrow... I will be off to church soon to pray my heart out... I just know he will answer my prayers...

  17. just realized that today is a holiday. hoping the lab is open today to do my beta. still massively hungry. thats about my only symptom other then extremly tired.

  18. Hi Ladies,
    turpen01- I would think they would have told you if they were closed today/ that would be a bummer
    Billysgirl+ mhnejati- good luck today!!!!

    mubark- BFP
    EU- BFN
    hasanakca- BFP
    turpen01- BFP
    henryt- Beta -Today
    mhnejati- Beta -Today
    sevgigultekin5- Beta 10/13- (2) HPT's- BFP
    atrikal- Beta 10/14
    paolo6657- Beta 10/16
    pavlikak- Beta 10/16
    rekabi1956- Beta ?

  19. Hi everyone... I went for me Beta this am. I called the drs and let them know I have been bleeding since Sat. They said it probaly is Negative but lets see what the beta says. I am so upset. It is so hard to express feelings while typing.
    This has been a tough road for me I was with a Dr for 3 years who just keep doing IVf and keep getting negative results. We moved on to a GS for 2 cycles she got prego once and miscarried.
    We decided to go to a new Dr for a second opinion, that Dr did surgery and found my Uterus full of scar tissue and said I would NEVER of Conceived that way. He took it all out, and this was our first cycle with a normal uterus.
    I think my biggest worry is that INSURANCE is not going to pay anymore. If that Dr would of just done that surgery 4 years ago I probaly wouldnt be feeling like this right now or in this situation.
    Im sorry girls, I am just so devistated.

  20. Happy Monday Everyone...

    Ok, maybe it is not as happy as it could be. I told myself I would not poas stick this time just so I could believe as long as possible that I am pg. Well, I caved this morning. No second line, none, nada, nothing. I am almost 11 days passed the HCG trigger and 6dp3dt. Do you think there is any hope? I can not find anything out there that would even give me the slighest bit of hope and I am normally a pretty positive person. So, reason for testing, I found 10 hpt that expire in Dec so I figured what the heck since they were going to go to waste. Oh, I should have stayed away.

    Billysgirl... I know how devastated you must feel. I still remember our negative back in May and it still hurts. Now it looks like I may be there again. I guess after almost 13 years of trying I should have realized that this is my destiny.

    Lorib... Good Luck on your second beta today. Hope your lab is open so that you do not have to wait. The time leading up to hearing you are pg is stressful enough and I can only imagine what the wait is for those rising numbers.

    Good Luck everyone. I am still trying to stay positive since I know that I am PUPO.

    Thanks for listening to me vent...

  21. Billys - I am so sorry. HUGS to you. I know how hard it is to hold out that little piece of hope, but it is all we have in this hellish journey. Please let us know once you get the call. I'm praying for a suprise BFP for you.

    miracle - that is WAY early. I tested at 7 and 8dp3dt, both completely negative and I gave up saying if it's meant to be it will be. My beta day it came back a fairly high positive, so my advice is to NOT poas anymore....at all. Stay strong. The HPT's can be evil during the 2ww. Hang in there.

    ms ccr - KMFC for you for a + beta! Let us know how all goes...

    Gina - YAY!! Congrats on the +HPT. Can't wait to hear what your beta is!!

  22. Thanks mubark for those positive words. You are so encouraging to me. I have read so many women poas earlier than I did and get that faint second line. But I know what you mean. I am definetely not going to poas stick anymore and hope for the bfp on Wednesday. Who knows how my body will react since I have not had one positive test in 13 years.

    Thanks... Good luck to everyone... I am praying that we have lots more positive results this week.

  23. had to go to a different hospital for my 2nd beta. just heard from the drs and it came back at 265.8 they said it looks to be strong. they were looking for 160. does anyone know what the web address is to figure out the doubling time? my u/s is 11/2

    miracle- I agree that its still too early. I tested 5dp5dt and barely got a line. had to squint to see it and at 6dp5dt was still really faint so dont give up hope yet.

    billysgirl-so sorry to hear about the bleeding.

  24. YAH for all the BFPs on this thread! Congrats to turpen01 and gina!!

    Billysgirl - I'm so sorry to hear you are going through this right now. I'm thinking of you today.

    miracle - I agree with smarty you may just be too early. I barely got a line when I tested at 9dp3dt. Hang in there!

    lorib- For good beta info check out these two websites. I love them right now while I'm waiting for my first u/s!

    betabase.info
    babymed.com

    smarty - WOW look at your betas go! Do you think maybe there might be more than 1 in there?

    mrs_ccr - Go betas go!!

    AFM.. beta #2 at 16dpo came back at 440. Not quite double so I had to go back for a 3rd beta on Sat. Got the results today my HCG was up to 1400 at 18dpo! Feel much better now. 1st u/s is on 10/19. Still no symptoms that I'm preggo!

  25. Morning Ladies,
    How is everyone doing?
    Question- when did you all go in for 2nd beta? With my DD they had me come every 2-3 days, but I am at a new place and I want to say once they call me with my results I dont come back for a week for 2nd beta. Which wouldnt work because I am leaving for Aruba on Sunday for a weeks vacation.hmmm

    henryt- I am so sorry to read your post, I know how devistating it is to be let down time after time.
    mhnejati- any results?
    atrikal- tomorrow is the big day!!! Sending positive vibes your way

    mubark- BFP
    EU- BFN
    hasanakca- BFP
    turpen01- BFP
    henryt- BFN
    mhnejati- Beta -?
    sevgigultekin5- Beta Today- (2) HPT's- BFP
    atrikal- Beta 10/14
    paolo6657- Beta 10/16
    pavlikak- Beta 10/16
    rekabi1956- Beta ?

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