Feeling very sad today...

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  1. Dealing with a BFN never gets any easier... sadness comes on in waves. And tears just have to flow... alone in the shower or on the loo its easier to let it out.

    And as we no repressed emotion sews the seeds from witch depression grows... so I let it flow.

    Time does heal, and hope is restored... my thoughts and prayers are with all of you in my shoes tonight!

    Esther

  2. You're so right. It never does get easier. In fact, I find it more and more maddening.
    No matter how hard I stared at my hpt this morning I just couldn't make that second line appear. I even got it out of the garbage to make sure it hadn't changed. I feel sad and pathetic. Now to deal with AF. Just great.
    Thanks for sharing how you felt. It helps to know that even though I feel so alone I'm really not.

  3. cgiannoulis - I hear your pain and suffering... Why was it not 2 little lines this time!!! I am so sad it is not a double... but it aint over till the fat lady sings... Beta will tell all.

    I will keep you in my prayers for BFP ok!

    I wish I could put my arms around you and all the 100 of 1000"s of us around the world tonight feeling this exact pain.

    If I could I'd gather it all up into a big balloon and send it up into heaven for the angels to heal it and send it back to us in pure healing uplifting love.

    How can we truly conceive with all this uncertainty & pain within us... now its financial uncertainty our world does not feel safe along with growing marital struggles... the times are tough.

    The Drs. dont always get it right either, and we take it all so very personally.

    Be sad for now cgiannoulis, but please please please get rid of the pathetic word... you most definitely are not that, you are beautiful and your soul aches to be a mother, it is the most indescribable pain & torment that we go through... to become parents.

    Where there is a will there is a way. Keep the faith girlfriend you will get there.... never loose sight of the goal no matter what they say... to many miracles happen.

    (((((((((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))))
    Esther

  4. Thanks Esther. You are so very sweet to send such uplifting words. I'll be thinking good thoughts for you and the many others as well.

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